To Think or Not???

I know, I really shouldn't "think". I have been told many times over the years that "thinking" was not one of my better qualities. But I never was a very good listener . My Mom use to tell me that when I would "think", she had to get out the hose for fear I would just burn up my brain with all that smoke.

So I tried not to "think" to much, which of course has gotten me into some real trouble over the years.. Like now.. this shoulder of mine, LOL... No I am not complaining today, OK well maybe a little, But I can. this is my blog and I can do anything I want with it . Here is where you can Blame Hoss... He told me it was never to early to take a pain pill... Now they just mess up my "thinking" big time. lol

Anyhows, back to what I was saying! What was I saying again? Oh yeah. my shoulder thingy, I keep forgetting I can't left my arm on its own and wouldn't ya know it.. something will happen, like dropping a glass and what do I do? I reach out with my bad arm to catch it.. all I can say is OUCH that EFFIN hurt.. OK so thats not really the word I used. But ya know what I mean. see again "thinking" not only gets me into trouble. But hurts like hell to...

Then of course I get to "thinking" I am gonna blog.. (see I am trying this again) and then more "thinking"... "thinking" it will work this time and if it doesn't then it was not meant of all of my 2 readers to read. umm must be I was gonna lie about something good. LOL.. But here I am giving it a try...If it don't work this time then I am just gonna go scream.... Oh wait I do that a lot anyways....

OK Now heres some more "thinking"... I know I know, I should have learned all these years.. But Hey what can I say.. anyhows again, I get to "thinking" again that I am gonna get this house back into shape and cleaned up.. (I never said I wasn't lazy) But what do I do instead? I sit down at this computer and read emails and talk on yahoo (hehe only if you know I am on, I like to hide) and then come here and have to get my daily dose of Blog reading in.... So yes I do read all the blogs.. just don't always comment.. I know I am bad.. But hey I am "thinking" and By now you know this is not a good thing...

So Now I am "thinking" I need to go get my dishes done and then get started on Laundry.. I am also "thinking" it may be time for me to get started on all my outside work.. Like getting the yard mowed and the weeds all cut down.. the cleaning the garage, cleaning the fire pit, moving the burn barrel as I don't "think" I like it where it is.. then getting all my patio furniture ready to be put away...Clean all my windows.. "Think" I will make one of my sons do that. Oh and I am sure there is a ton more to do out there.....

Now here I go "Thinking" again.... I "Think" we are going to have a bad winter this year.. and let me tell you. I am going to complain.. I don't mind it being cold outside at all.. I like it when it is cooler weather.. But man I hate that White shit that comes with it... it makes the roads hard to drive on when your sliding all over the place... "Thinking" I am going to become a hermit this winter and just stay inside till it is all gone again.. Yeah I know Stop that "thinking"...

Oh to let you all know... The Wedding went beautiful this past weekend.. they are now legally married.. Humm, is this a good thing or a bad thing?

OK my brain has had enough with all this "thinking" this morning so I am off to get started on some of the things I was "THINKING" about doing.. Have a great day ... **HUGGZ**

Who likes to Type?

Well about 2 hours ago, I posted this really long post telling you all about the last two weeks in the life of Jade, and would you believe I wasn't even complaining.. I had an awesome two weeks... But the damn internet Fuck Up Fairy was here and whipped it all out... But now I ain't gonna complain about it. LOL, All i am gonna say is I could not get it all back, and that was just to much damn typing to retype it all again.. and yep I did click on the recover.. But nope it does not wanna work for me... So I will say that I have had a good two weeks with friends and family.. Now my shoulder still is Killing me and of course Workmans Comp has denied any therapy until after I seen the IME doctor, well I saw him Monday and today is thursday and still no call.. Now I am not complaining on this either. I been in a lot of pain from my Pain & Torture Sessions.. So I need the break. But come on, How can they just deny therapy like that? I am so sick of this company, Wish I could just settle out.. well no I don't but I am so tired of this company running my life right now.... OK well Now I am off to go pick up our new truck.. Yep Hubby bought a 2002 Chevy Trailblazer LXT .. this damn thing does everything but wipe your ass for you.. I also have a wedding I am performing on Sun, (yes I am an ordained minister) so I doubt I will be here for a few days. Have a Wonderful Weekend Folks... Huggz

Sometimes You know you wanna

Sometimes you know that you just wanna do this to someone...To someone who pissed you off hurt you or just plain someone who is an idiot!!!

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Oh Shit, so thats why email was invented






Good thing my Hubby is not a pilot, this is how he would have learned. lol







OK Now I am nervous, LOL

I hate when my computer crashes

Computer Updates!!!

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Aww A Stuffed Kitty

This was taken tonight with my PDA.. What a Beautiful Night in Western NY...

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I want to say that my Heart goes out to all of those hit By Hurricane Katrina.. The devestation there is heart wrenching... I have a friend who was very lucky and did not get hit as hard. Her home is outside of Mobile and her family is doing well... As I am no where nears rich, I have donated money to the Red Cross.. I was unable with surgery to donate blood .. Wish there was more I could do.. I watch the News and just want to cry Knowing these people have lost so much. and to those who have lost family members and loved ones. I send Healing energies to them all.... Please Folks, Donate what you can. I am sure every dollor helps. As the Red Cross can not take donations of clothing, Canned Goods, Furniture, or any items like that. Please If you can't donate a few dollors, Volunteer.. they need all the help they can get right now....

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Looks like I owe you all a few post.. sorry I have not been here in a while. But I am here tonight. LOL.. No really I am gonna try to be here more often,

But tonight you kinda get a few post in one..
First one:
My Visit with my daughter.. Let me tell you. it was awesome..
Heres a little about a rough situation. I did not get to raise my daughter.. Nope her father raised her out in California and I am from NY.. So she grew up, YES I will say it.. a Valley Girl, Sorry Brandy. But it is true. LOL.. Well, I wasn't lucky enough to get to see her grow up. But I do give some credit to her father as she turned out to be a very wonderful person inside and out.
We had a lot of fun. This was her 2nd visit to NY, She got to go to a small county fair, be in the car with her mom when a tree limb grew up real fast and smacked the back of my car, go to her Aunts wedding, go to Niagara Falls, and of course spend her Moms money shopping at the mall. LOL... We had a Family BBQ where we made ribs and the works, and she got to Play foot ball with her 2 brothers who grew up here with me.. We had the best time.. She got on the plane in tears as was I when she left.. I miss her so much. BUT, I get to see her again this Winter when I go to CA to Visit her. We will now see each other twice a year.. She will come here in the Summer and I there in the Winter.. works for me. LOL...

Second One:
OK Now for a little funny storie.. My Hubby decided that we needed to go grocery shopping since Katrina hit so hard down south. He figured the rain would be bad here or something. Well off we go to BJ's, (same as Sam's Club or Cosco's) He spent a lot of money... Anyhows, I was standing there looking at some things decideing if I wanted them or not with 2 carts full of food when this Older woman came up to me, Looked at my caret and said:
Old Woman = Miss, How long do you think all that food will last you?
Jade = Oh About a month to 6 weeks
Old Woman = Really? you go through it that fast? is it just you and your husband?
Jade = Yes we do go through it fast, Not just 2 of us. But I also have 5 grandchildren and my son & daughter in law.
Old Woman = WOW, you do not look Old enough to have ANY grandchildren.
Jade = Thank you
We both go about our business oh for a about 10 secounds,
(10 sec pause)
Old Woman turns around looks at me and then Pats my GOOD SHOULDER and says
Old Woman = Good Luck Dear, I think your gonna need it...

at this point, if I had been sitting I would have fallen right out of my chair.. I laughed so hard I was bent over... this woman must have thought I was nuts... But I stood, got my composer back and again, said Thank you... so about 500 dollors later and a good laugh we headed home...
Now that was a good day...

Now I bet your all wondering how my shoulder is huh?
it is doing better... I still have no use of it and am in PT 3 times a week.. But I am learning to cope with the though of not having much use of it ever again.. The pain is still there and I am still taking the pain meds. But the drs. did cut the mg down. so with luck, I will be off them in about a year.. But I will be in PT for the next 2 years at best.. Looks like I see no money any time soon.. But thats OK, I need the money, But Going through VESID I should be starting school soon... so yep.. ya'll I am going to be a councler for teens of drug & alocohol and also for run aways.. Wish me luck, I think I am gonna need it. LOL...
More to come later, Huggz to all and Lots of Healing energies to those in Need...