THREE THINGS, To Do or Not to Do

3 NAMES I GO BY
1. Jade
2. Mom
3.Nana

3 SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE
1. SilverJade37
2. JadeMyst40
3. Banaannah (OK it was a joke when I first got online about 8 years ago, lol)

3 THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. Good Sence of Humor
2. Hard worker
3. I know how to laugh at myself

3 THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I don't know how to say NO
2. Arthritis in to many places
3. procrastination

3 THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Being dumped off a Harley yet again
2. My Children not useing their full potential
3. Not being able to work

3 OF YOUR DAILY ESSENTIALS
1. Coffee
2. Coffee
3. Cigarettes

3 THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. T-Shirt
2. Sweat Pants
3. Jewerly

3 OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSICIANS
(OK this could go on forever, you only want 3?)
1. Aerosmith
2. Cheap Trick
3. Jimmy Buffet

3 FAVORITE SONGS RIGHT NOW
1. Dream On
2. The Dance
3. can't think of another

3NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT YEAR
1. To ride a horse again
2. to stop smoking
3. The Skycoaster (ok I have done it, I want to again,lol)

3THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Honesty
2.Respect
3. Love
and a lot of other things that come natural

2 TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I am in Love
2. I weight alot
3. I am moving to Arizonia

3 THINGS THAT APPEAL PHYSICALLY IN A MAN
1. 1. long arms and legs (okay, that's 2.. but they go together)
2. Beard
3. Eyes

3 THINGS YOU JUST CANT DO
1. carry a tune
2. Give my kids a better life
3. raise my left arm above my head

3 FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Reading
2. riding Harleys
3. playing pool

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW
1. Eat Dinner
2. Get Warm
3. go back to Arizona

3 CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/HAVE CONSIDERED
1. Nursing
2. Web design
3. Word processor

3 PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Arizona (can y'all tell I like Arizona?)
2. Hawaii
3. Jamaica

3 KIDS NAMES
1. Bradley
2. Kaylee
3. Jenna

3 THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Own another Harley
2. get my own jacuzzi
3. Live Life to the fullest while being Happy

3 PEOPLE I'D LIKE TO SEE DO THIS QUIZ
I would answer this one. But all the people I know already did this quiz.. Hey Magz, I did it.. LOL...

What is Love?

Well here I am thinking again. Thinking that sometimes I have no clue what love is. Then all of a sudden you get a look or a word from someone special in your life and WOW, there is that feeling. A feeling that is just so awesome. I have had that feeling in the past and I have it again now. Sometimes it just takes that special someone in your life to show you it is OK to love. Sure we are all scared of it. But we are surpose to feel it. We have a heart for a reason. I feel my heart is there to help and love those who need it the most. Yet I also know that loving someone is a special thing and that not everyone shares in the value of true love. I also know that you can Love someone, yet not be in Love with them. yeah sounds kinda funny at times. Yet we move through life with the same people and feel nothing for them or we move through life with people we find we can't get out of our minds. I have 5 grandchildren, 3 Kids, I love them all dearly, they are my life. Yet at the same time, are they? Do I have a life? YES I do have one. Do I like my life? Yeah for the most part I do. I have a good life and these days it is looking even better then I ever imgined it could. for that I thank the Goddess for Showing me that it is OK to love. yeah I have been hurt in the past and I will probably be hurt in the future. Yet should I run away from the love because of it? NO that would be a fools move. Instead I think I will bask in it and hold on for as long as I can. for anytime with that someone special is better then no time at all.. So for now I take love.. Ok I am done rambling... Maybe, lol

Long Trip Home

Hey Folks,
Well I am now home.. it was a long trip BUT.. Much better then the trip out to Arizona.. I tried to stay, But the people back here had no sence of humor about me moving.. they all kept threatening me to come and get me..Made me think they loved me or something. LOL.. Well I am back so we will see how much they all love me.. I have to say I had the best time at Sister Maggies... I think this woman is the best.. I had a good time out there and now I can't wait to go back.. And I think in time, the Kiddo will turn out just fine.. Daniel is an awesome Kid and if ya really wanna get him, just pull him around my his stomach.. LOL.. OK Thats it for tonight or should I say Morning.. see ya'll soon

Home Again 

Look I am Posting!!!!

check this out, I am posting. I am not home yet, But I am Posting, I have to say I do love AZ.. This plac is awesome... Magz, Daniel, and Bones are awesome as well.. between these 3 I have no worries about getting bored.. one of them is always willing to do something.... I been checking the weather back home.. I think I will stay here until June.. By that time maybe all that snow they got will be gone.. funny I leave NY and the temps go up to almost 70. a day later it is cold 3 days later they are having blizzards.. I sure am glad I didn't go home last week or I would be in that crap... bad enough I have to go into it next week. But I am a NYer so I guess I can handle it..... ok, well I got a post in for now. Maybe I can get back in here and post more in a day or so... see you all on the next post....
Now I am off to read some other blogs and make some commets...

Real Friends are Real

Friends are the best a person can ask for. I have found some friends via the internet that I have to say are the best I could have ever found.. I came out here to Sunny Arizona not really knowing what to expect.. Well here I am with real friends. The kind of friends you just can't find. Ya know the ones ya thought didn't really exsist.. Well I am here to say they do.. I have had the best time here.. I even got to go out into the desert and just hang out and have a beer.. what an awesome time it was.. Just Magz and I out there talking and enjoying the beauty that the desert surounds. I have to say that I do love it here.. if I had my choise this is the place I would move to and spend the rest of my life.. This place is just as awesome as my woods. Right now I am having a hard time deciding on which is better the wood or the desert.. Well lets just say that right now they are on an even scale.. I love them both.. Now if I could mix the woods, the desert and the ocen all togeather I would have to say I died and went to the summerland.. they are the best places in this world to be. So tomorrow I am going with Magz and she is gonna shpw me around some more.. She knows this great place to get little gufts for all the people back home.. Me? I don't need nothing to remind me off this place, I have my memories to do that. this will be a hard place for me to ever forget and to think I got to see it while with friends.. Trust me people,. when you find friends like these. hold on to them.. for they are to be cherished.. I do ask the Goddess to keep these people in my life..

Let me see.. to descibe Magz... One in a million... she is awesome... well then again it is almost like looking in a mirror with her.. Hell we even finish each others senteces for the other.. She is so Awesome.....
Danno... Now this is a smart Kid let me tell ya... he has what it takes to make the world his.. the only problem is.. He needs to learn the the world no longer owes him But he owes the world... I think he will get it in time... he has a lot to learn right now.. But he is well on his way to making the world his when the time is right... So Danny... if your reading this.. Know this... I do care a lot about you and I do love ya Kid.. But you have a lot of learning to do and I am hear to help.. But I am also here to listen as well.. Now know when you choose to talk to me.. expect to get my opinion as well... you may not always like what I got to say.. But to bad.. you will hear it anyway and know I would not say it if I didn't care....
Bones... Let me just say he is really one in a million himself.. he tried to be a bad ass.. But if you know him he is not.. this is one of the sweetest gentalman I have met in all my years... Let me tell ya.. Bones would give the shirt off his back if ya ask him to. But Shh don't tell anyone I told ya.. I wouldn't want to runin his reputation.. LOL..

OK Thats it for tonights blogging and trust me.. I will blog again telling ya all what fun I have had here.....

NO Time NO Time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where has the time gone???
I had plenty of time yesterday to check things.. OK did I pack enough Jeans? Do I have enough Blouses? Where are all my socks and undies. is my hair supplys all there? Do I have enough smokes? Did I pack them books? What am I wearing today? Now where did I put that makeup? Do I need my blow dryer? Wonder if 2 sweaters are enough?
Well I am running around here checking this and checking that.. Time sure does fly. I hope it slows down some while I am there. I sure do hope I packed everything I am gonna need for a wonderful week away from this Weather... I guess I can't complain, we have had a good winter so far.. But we are either gonna get hit really hard before this is all over or the winter will stay very mild and we will have a very hot summer that could put us into a drought. a drought we can not afford to have.. But at least I will get to see Sunshine for a week.. now that will be a good change.. I do love the sun..I am gonna have such a great time... Gonna see my Twin sis (ok from differant parents) Magz and her awesome son she calls Danno.. this is so cool... I even got my old time camera, LOL... Lots of pictures will be taken this week... Not to worry I will post the ones I like and hide the ones I don't LOL... Well folks, I am out of here.. Will post from the other side of the States tomorrow maybe... Wonder if I can get a window seat? it is Southwest I am on.. humm, I did get Class A seating.. lol Later all

I hope this is comfy for the next 8 hours 

Mornings

This picture fits me so well first thing in the mornings. But honestly, I love mornings. it is my time to be alone and enjoy the world while it still sleeps. listening to the birds, and any other wild animals that present itself first thing in the morning. There are many advantages to living in the woods. But many disadvantages as well... Advantanges would be.
1, the serenity of feel when you look out and see nothing but woods.
2. the animals you have that seem to not care that your standing there.
3. the beauty of the moon while resting just atop the tree line
4. the way the Sunrises first thing in the morning
5. the sounds of animals, and birds, and the creekbed as you softly hear the water running over the rocks.
6. the wind as it wisk through the trees.
7. the sounds of NO traffic
these are just a few of the wonderful acpects of living in the woods..
Disadvantages would be..
1. Picking up trash daily because the animals got hungry
2. Making sure the family of skunks living just over the bank don't spray you.
3. running out of gas as I am 10 miles from the nearest gas station
4.Not getting a snowplow to come clear your driveway.. or paying for it. I have a long drive, lol one mile long...
OK so there are many more advantages to it.. So I can say I am lucky person.. However the winters here can be rough. but I guess they can be rough for anyone...
Well today I am finishing up my laundry, picking up my house and packing my suitcase for an awesome trip down to AZ to visit my twin sis (ok we have differant blood parents, lol) .. I leave tomorrow at 1:30 pm NY time and I arrive in AZ at 6:45 pm AZ time.. I am so excited.. it has been a long time since I took a vacation.. Well with the exception of CA last August.. But hey it has been to long since and I won't get another for a long time..OK well maybe I will post more later... NEED MORE COFFEE

Do I look like a morning person? 

Tired ?

Did ya ever get to the point ya didn't know what to write about?
I am there today.. I don't know if it is because I am tired or I just can't find my brain. Maybe a little of both.. well I can say that I will post again tomorrow.. cause right now I have no words.. But tomorrow will be my last post for a week or so. well 8 days I know of.. Going to AZ.. oh this is gonna be a fun trip... I am really excited... ok I am off for now.

Looks like a good place for a nap 

Lessons

Lessons are something we learn everyday. rather it be in love, life, school, games, whatever.. how well do we learn them? do we learn them well enough not to repeat them?

What is Love? What lessons are we to learn about Love? is Love for everyone? Who can love? Who can not Love?

What is Life? What lessons are we to learn about life? Why are we on this earth? What is Life and Earth itself surpose to teach us? Can lessons on life be easy to learn? Why is there no manual on life? How many times do we repeat life? When can we move on from one life to the next? How do we know if we are even living life?

What is School? Where did the name come from? What was meant to learn in School? Was School surpose to teach us about Love? was it surpose to teach us about Life? Who came up with the name? Why did they think we needed it?

Humm all very good questions to ponder over.. do we think about these things or do we take them for granted? I know I have been known to take them for granted.. I use to think the world owed me for all the bad things that happened in life.. But years later and with opening my heart I have learned that all this can mean nothing or all this can mean everything.. it is really how a person looks at it all and what do they want to learn in the lessons they are given daily.. I will say for example, Love, I learned in my years that love can be very enjoyable, like your on the top of the world. like there are only those involved and the world revolves around them. I have learned that when you love you open your heart, your mind and your soul to everything and everyone no matter what has been done or said.. But then I learned that Love can be painful in ways that feels like you are the only one who has been hurt. like having your heart ripped from your chest while you were not looking.. Like evryone is out to get you because you are not loved.. oh how love can tear a persons soul apart rather it be for love or because of love...
I learned that life is everything you make it.. I learned that we are the ones who make this world turn and that if we are to have life we must give up on the things that could distroy life.. I learned that making this world a better place for my children and grandchildren is what life should consist of.. but not all of... Life has to be lived with Love.. Unconditional Love.. For when you love you live life.. when you don't love then life is not to be lived... Now I also learned that this can be for a partner in life or for your own children or for a complete stranger.. But love has to exsist for life to continue....

In School I learned that life is a wonderful thing, full of learning and joys beyound what the brain can imagine.. School is there to show us that we can learn to do what has to be done to keep life running and the world turning..

We have people from all walks of life.. no matter their race, their status, their religion, their perfession, no matter what or who they are. they are human and they make this world turn. they all have hearts and they all have souls. rather they are good or evil they are who they are. each and everyone of us are who we are.. and in the end don't we all strive to be the best we can be? Sometimes People forget that other People are the same as them because they see the color of their skin, or the fact they worship a Goddess, or they don't Worship at all. or they think that one person is better then another because of what they do for a living.. yet in the end are we not all the same? do we not all have lessons to learn on this path we call life?
So I can say with all of that.. Open your hearts, your minds, your souls, and let the people you share your life with know that they are special and that they are loved. and see what can happen to the world and if it can become a beter place.....

OK as you can all see, sometimes I go off on a rant. lol.. don;t worry it all don;t make sence to me most of the time.. LOL.... I had a pretty good day in all.. so here is to hoping my night is just as good... and don't worry, I promise not to post like this to often. LOL

Now for them lessons I need to learn... Just can't seem to get this adding links and pictures thing right.. hummm... OK back to reading and learning....

Road Trips

Well I am back as you can see.. I still didn't go and learn it all yet. Think I will save all the good learning till tomorrow when I am not so tired.. it has been one long day today..

Lets see, first I set alarm to get up at 5:00 am, did not go off got up at 5:45 am, already I am running late on my day.. good start to the New Years.. Anyhows, I jump out of bed and stub my toe on the dresser, I wanna know who moved the damn thing, it's been in the same spot for years and this morning I stub my toe? oh well, Now I am not going anywhere without a cup of coffee and a hot shower to wake me up... so of course I am running way late... Finally I pick up the kids and we head out.. Going down to a town near Harrisburg PA.. turns out that it is a 6 hour drive one way.. well we made it by 1:30 with only 2 stops... good deal.. then we head home.. Now this gets fun.. follow direstions backwards, LOL.. Just keep going North or West.. we will get home. We did, got back in the area around 7:30 and with only 2 stops on the way home.. Now this is good timing... I heard a great saying today... WHo cares if your lost? don't stress to bad over it cause all roads lead to home.. now I really like that saying... Think I will go get lost. LOL.. ok, well that is my day in a nutshell, so time for bed.. Night all and have a great one..

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all.. Here I am and still didn't learn anything today. well ok I learned that kids can eat way more then what you think and still be hungry 5 mintues after they are done and manage to play the whole time.. OK so I learned this many years ago. But the day was fun anyways.. I had both my sons here and their familys and a friend of the familys along with a girl whom I raised with her family, LOL.. need to say I had a house full.. I am so glad they all went home. Now I can take some time for me and maybe read up more on this and see what I have to do to post pics and links and all that good stuff.. you would think I would know since I been almost living on this computer for 5 years.. when not at work I am on here, Wow, I need a life.. anyhows I am leaving on vacation for a week.. I can't wait, going to the South West for a whole week.. I am so excited.. I finally get to meet a dear dear friend and sis.. this is gonna be an awesome week... but right now I am off to clean my kitchen up, shower and get some sleep. I am going to PA in the morning. got a 6 hour drive one way to take my grandson home.. fun wow... so with luck I will be back on here tomorrow night if I am not to tired. LOL.. Night all and hope every one had a safe and wonderful New Year...

Just Jade

Hey World,

Well here I am, My Sis Maggz talked me right into starting this blog. so for the first day of the New Year I am getting one Started.. Now I make no claimed to any of this being good. so bare with me. I am far from a writer. But you will see how my mind works in time. Somedays it is on a pretty cool level and most days I ain't even sure where it is. But it is my mind. been living with it for years. so lets see how bad I can make this blog. lol.. ok enough, need to see what I can learn today here.

Blessings to all